A woman she was, not a normal woman, but she sure looked like it... that was her strength.
She wasn't that beautiful, but she was a mistress in seduction. Every muscle of her body, she had in control, and she would sway her thighs from side to side, hypnotizing her spectators.
I am one of the many men she had entrapped in her web, the bitch, I hated her guts, but at the same time, every time I had sex with my wife, I could not stop thinking about her. I was possessed by the devil...by her.
It all started innocently, that's how it all starts, a short question from an unknown:
Do you know were the Blazemanstreet is?
Well yes um, you go to the left, than to the right, and then walk for about 50 meters, and then you should normally
arrive.
Owh thank you, thank you very much
And I still remember that tone she spoke with, that passionate voice that came from deep down inside, I was already lost from the first sentence she breathed.
Actually I have to go to the dentist, but I still have plenty of time, I'm new in this town, and I'm kind of thirsty, do you know a nice place to drink some coffee?
Well yeah, sure, they have a Starbucks two streets from here.
That would be a great idea, thanks, and what are you going to do if I may ask?
She surprised me a bit with that question, but that was her way, spontaneous.
Well umm it's 4 O'clock now, I just finished with my job, and I'm heading home now.
I wanted to say I'm heading home, because my wife is waiting, but that would spoil the thing that was going on...
But if you want, I can join you...
Owh how lovely, yeah, great, and you know your way around here, so that would be handy.
So I lead the way, and we were walking side by side. And each time I thought about my wife, I would say: there's nothing wrong with this, It's just a trivial interaction.
So! Starbucks! We've arrived!
we picked a table of two, and we were positioned face to face, pretty close to each other, and I liked it, the proximity of a woman.
So tell me more about yourself, where do you live?
I didn't care about where she lived, I just wanted to say anything, just to make the conversation going on.
I live in the city nearby, it doesn't matter where I live, but hey, I see that you are married?
...
yes I am married, my wife and I are together for 5 years now, and we have a child of 2.
At first I thought she was going to blow the whole thing off, and just leave me there alone with my coffee and my built up excitement . But no, when I mentioned the fact that I was married, she seemed more interested. strange...
I can see in your eyes that you love you wife, but I'm wondering, how do you manage to hold on to such a relation? I mean isn't it difficult to go everyday to the same person, I would get bored after a while...
Well yeah sure, off course I love my wife, sometimes it is difficult, but you have to work on your relation to make it work, you know. Don't forget I have a child too, and I'm always looking out to see his beautiful face. My wife and my child, make all the hard work worth it, you know?
Yeah that is so beautiful, I really admire you for that, and tell me, how did you meet?
Well we met 6 years ago, it was in college, my friend introduced me to her in a party, and it clicked from the first meeting we had. You know how it goes, we exchanged phone numbers, and then we dated, and after graduation we got married.
Man time flies fast...
What are you thinking about?
No, nothing, just, I was realizing how fast time flies.
That's right, that's why I squeeze every second out of it.
Hahaha, that's a nice way to put it, and how do you squeeze it?
Well first of all, I don't have any regrets, I just live in the moment, and see what comes out of it...
I can imagine that your life is pretty exciting if you live your life without any regrets...
How do you mean?
No nothing, nothing
I don't care about any rules, you know, I just do what my heart tells me, if I love someone, I will go for it, no matter what.
She looked at her watch, and stood up, fetched a small piece of paper and a pen out of her purse, and sealed my fate with a number.
Here, call me when you want to drink coffee some other time, and don't worry it just friendship, I'm a lesbian anyway.
She smiled, I stood up too, and she gave me quick, but firm hug, I liked the way her breasts felt, her flesh pressed to my flesh, some instinctive urge began to come up, and once it comes up, there's no way stopping it. Perhaps it is stoppable from the outside, but never on the inside.
and so she left me, swaying her hips again. She thought that by saying that she is lesbian, I would not think about her...
So I went home, and nothing special happened there, nothing special ever happens there...
That girl I just met, had a point you know, it is difficult staying with one person for the rest of your life.
After a couple of days, around the same time, I called her.
I was looking forward to experience the sound of her voice and her touch again.
She agreed happily, and there we were at the same spot, where we first met.
She greeted me with a hug, and my body generated a feeling of deep comfort. It was a long time ago that I felt this way. I repeated to myself that I love my wife, I will never leave her, you know, and my child, I love that small fellow to death, This woman is just a friend of me, nothing special. I didn't tell my wife about her, but I don't need to either, why should I, I should have a life outside my family.
So how are you? You look a bit tired? Had a hard time today?
Yes I did, I'm a bit tired...
Owh I can see that, wait I know something.
She stood up and positioned herself behind me, and smoothly caressed my shoulders, and with little pressure of her fingers started to massage me
I could feel her touch, as if nothing else existed at that moment, I was gone, only her fingers and my shoulders existed, I felt some kind of energy, warm energy building up at the place where my heart is.
I wanted it to last forever and ever and ever
but she stopped abruptly and returned to her seat.
I'm having message classes every Thursday, I have some friends that I practice on.
she smiled
I would like to be a professional message therapist, I really enjoy bringing people in that relaxed state, you know, away from all the stress of daily life. I also find that when you message someone, you create a bond with that person, you know what I mean?
She smiled again
I nodded
and at the same time felt that warmness reaching my chest again, as if she started all over.
Anyway, I have to go now my friend, you know, you are a good person, It's true I don't really know you, but I can tell. I can see people for who they are.
When she said I was a friend, I didn't know how to feel about it, at one point I was relieved, because, I love my wife, so that makes my situation safe, but somehow I also felt a bit disappointed.
Where were you? fantasizing? Anyhow, I'll see you next time somewhere around, again I had a great time with you.
Yes , I also had a great time, but you just came here, can't you stay a bit longer?
No I can't I really have to go... we can meet next time...
Yeah sure! but next time it has to be a bit longer
I smiled, just because I felt my last line sounded desperate.
Ok see you next time!
she left, but not after she gave me a goodbye hug...
And so our ways separated, and I went home to my wife, waiting for her to give my that feeling of warmth in my chest.
to be continued
